I had never imagined 3 AM conversation between us would be so vulnerable. Like there’s something magical, something different from our daily talks. I had never imagined I too would be a part of it.
I had met her on a trip to Himachal Pradesh from Tours and Travels. I never knew just by laughing together or playing random games together we could be friends. No matter if this friendship was limited to this trip.
You know you don’t open up to someone so easily even if they are too close to you for years. But someone someplace and sometime can do such magic that you can lighten up your heart, remove all deep worries inside.
And then this happened…
You can feel a strong connection when you just lay down in a big garden with someone unexpected and all you can see is a sky full of stars. Like it’s infinite.
It was like all of the barriers were removed at once and you were given to speak whatever you want and yes someone worth is listening to it. She started speaking how tough her parents are, not by nature but by being
Since her father was stuck in some legal works in Oman, her mother was the only one to support her. Her father was stuck there for 3 Years and it seemed it might take even more years. The one closest to her was her father.
We were in our deepest conversation where I was sharing how a girl cheated 3 times in a relationship of 4 Years. How I was ditched and I was the one to forgive and still not move on. Why all of my sacrifices had no value to her?
Within an hour we were facing sunrise in the middle of some mountains when we were talking about how our both’s life has changed in 3 Years. When there were no responsibilities, no happy hours but still we were happy, having a great peace within and how today we are surrounded by responsibilities, work pressures, targets. We both wished if we could land up to those days again, even by sacrificing whatever we have in our pockets today.
There was no alcohol, but still, we both spoke the truth. When yesterday she was so unknown to me and today she knows so much about me. You know you can’t say these things to everyone you meet or everyone who is having a place in your life or heart.
The next morning there was a complete change in both of our behavior. It seemed like we both were unknown’s again. All we did was just shared a smile and continued our trip.
I never knew what had happened to me that night. It’s been a year today but I still remember every aspect of that night so clearly. Sometimes I feel like I should have gone and talked with her next day.
But it’s life. You can’t expect to have every move in your row. If you have a partner with whom you can share whatever you want even at 3 AM, trust me you luckiest.
From endless gossips to bitter conversations, whether it is a text conversation or face-to-face conversation 3 AM conversations are always held a special value.